Confusion

I am lost, left wandering in this unfamiliar place wondering if I will ever fit in. But must I fit in if I am made to be me, to stand out? This indecision, this confusion they are overwhelming me; attacking my soul, taking over my spirit, creating a me I don’t want to be. The guilt of here or there of knowing someone will be sad is too much to bear, and I don’t want to be the cause of someone else’s pain.  So I seek peace and clarity and ask them to embrace me, wrap me in their strength, help me recognize what is right, know what is next, and lead me to the path that will take me to where I should be, to where I live my life for me.