The Reality of it is…

I have lived in a purple room for the last four months.  Actually, maybe it's more of a lavender.  There are butterfly cut outs taped to the walls and hanging from the ceiling.  It's the room my almost 6-year old niece slept in when my brother still lived here and had her over during the … Continue reading The Reality of it is…

The power is in choosing

I woke up today and just like yesterday, I wanted to stay in bed in my p.js and wallow in the funk that I was feeling. I wanted to bury my head in my pillow and escape amidst the random tears. I wanted to, but I didn't. Both days I chose to get up. I … Continue reading The power is in choosing

Just Another Moment of Randomosity

I have so many thoughts in my head and I cannot focus on just one subject to write about and I am frustrated that I sit and I begin what could be a profound blog but somewhere in the middle I stop and I sit and I stare out in front of me as inevitably … Continue reading Just Another Moment of Randomosity

Another year

Since my life began on the 18th of January, I honor the passing of the years more on that day than on the 1st.  Tomorrow is that day and frankly I'm not ready.   I didn't feel that great about turning 38 and I'm really struggling with 39 since it is way too close to 40 … Continue reading Another year

Release

I release the words that tell of my thoughts onto an empty white space. I watch as the different shapes, the circles, the lines across, and up and down flow together to form these words. They magically transform into my sorrows, my joys; my future, my past and the present I now live. They reveal … Continue reading Release

A case of the Mondays

3-Day Adventure Part V When I was gainfully employed I spent most Sundays lounging around the house avoiding the thought that yet another Monday would soon arrive.  Inevitably, sometime between 6:00 and 8:00 p.m. it would slowly begin to take over my mind and the list of must-dos for the coming week would replace the … Continue reading A case of the Mondays